HELLO FAM yes it has been approximately 9000 years since I last updated my blog. I was just kind of going through old book marks when i stumbled upon my blog. Keeping a blog is hard for me now, considering that I am busy as fuck. But it is nice once in a while when I am bored and looking around that I update something dear to me in the past. What can I tell you guys? I'm still single, happy with my life because of how my new Family has made me feel okay and alive again (fandomsđź‘‹) , urh my love for Jared Padalecki can and will never be questioned and um Destiel and other ships including Wincest has taken over my life! I am a lowkey fic writter, secretly still loving smut (lol no I make it so obvious im done with myself) and yeah that's about it.
negative things also comes along with this, such as my depression, anxiety, paranoia, suicidal thoughts and so much more! But even though this drags me down alot of times in my daily life, I can't really allow it to drag me down you know? So many responsibilities to face that just thinking of shutting down seems impossible. Though, there are people helping. And by people i mean Jared ♡. I love that man so much God knows. Besides my mum and my true friends (yeet @ that) , he plays a really big role in my life. That campaign #AlwaysKeepFighting done by him has really helped many people like me you know? Bless that cutie patootie bun buns.
Hmmm what else? Failed relationships? Yeah... i really seem to be on a "single-fo-life" roll here it seems. Just to think that I really thought i could find some sort of friend or something turned out to be a failed plan altogether *keeps on sadly sketching the Baes*. No surprise here ayy?
But my nose and 8 ear studs can affirm you that I'm still that rebelious kid I am who literally just wants to live in her own world and crushes on her teachers still.
Till the next long update, do enjoy this pic (idk if gifs works lmao) of Cockles and Jared because yes xx
